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Name: .:~*Una Nina Boricua*~:.
Birthday: 7/8/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Me gusta coninar,actuar,cantar,y bailar...a ver...hmmm...y las estrellas...las cosas en el cielo?...me gusta musica tonta...y...uhhhh...?
Expertise: un pocquito tonta si?...y yo creo que yo escucho bien..no?...no hablo bien...lalalalalalalalalala...uh oh se murio!!!
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AIM:  Nebulator0486
Yahoo:  gog1n
Member Since:
5/7/2005
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| Wow. So yeah AGES well kinda. But i might make it a regular thing cuz like i said in the last post its nice to put things out there it helps and BONUS like no one reads xanga anymore.
So for today...here are a couple of my thoughts
When I saw the "single" I was beyond over joyed only to be a few hours later it was a mistake. Just leave him already then maybe you will stop pushing your friends away.
You call yourself a person of God and that you will do everything for him...so is sleeping with someone twice your age and turning your back on EVERYONE who was there for you lying to your parents and friends about the relationship what you are doing for him?...and you wonder why people are distant
just. STOP
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| LONG TIME!!!
Yes it has been a long time but with that I think its going to nice to have a place where I can just say what Im feeling and not really worry about too many people reading it.
HOW DO I FEEL?!?
HOW DO I FEEL?!?
HOW DO I FEEL?!?
why can't I just tell them...
I'm kinda stuck again. I've been doing so much forward motion lately and it completely sucks that i'm slowly taking steps backwards. I've been through so much this past year and have changed greatly. Some may say most of it is for the better but am I really who I have become? The reason why I asks is because constantly everyday I feel...fake...unwanted...pushed aside. And STILL have the feeling of abandonment that I felt from the get go.
I hate feeling like they don't care and my feelings are disregarded to make people feel that i feel "its all about me" it hurts.
ugh...this is easier like this. I HATE that i just can't open my mouth and tell them how I feel...this basically sums it up pretty good
"Don't Speak"
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
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| Like an invisible nothing I walk day to day...slowly becoming like the
dust in the air...where do I go from here? I am numb lost
alone...Frozen needles piercing through every vertebrae in my
body...take it away take it away...stuck in a blackhole unable to pull
myself out...The one I need the most out of arms reach...another knot
in my stomach...another doubt in my mind...I never wanted to be back
here again...I never wanted to be back here again...I never wanted to
be back here...
I cant get out of here....
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